Every time I look at you, I think I’m doomed
Cause all I see is the unknowable words inside of you
And though it’s true that I could never be the one that steps out from reality
Sometimes I wish I could be that dude
The one who kicks an old life in the face and steps into a new one
Too many voices in my head, please tell me what’s the true one?
I thought you were the perfect one, but that’s jeopardized forever
Cause you gave your heart to another lover, covered your face, girl, you’re clever
Severed fingers just for asking for your hand
Don’t make sense when you complain that life is bland
I’m doing hand stands just to make you happy for one day
Guess that shows how smart I am, guess we’re one in the same
I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired of playing this game
I don’t wanna be the one that goes through life by forever taking the blame
I know shit sucks and I keep saying that I feel it too
But being stuck in this state is why I look forward to hanging with the crew
Too true when I’m stuck in a state of blue
Guess that’s why I feel the need to move on to something new
Like this rhyme scheme is demeaning my dream, that’s how it seems
I deem or determine this internal scream’s a deterrent
From what’s happening on the inside
You’ll find that I’m meddling in time
I know that turmoil is par for the course, but I wish these thoughts would fly
Away, never play until these lines decay
Load em with precision, I never absently spray
If I may say, this is the sound of my heart beat in syllabics
Cause y’all never fascinated by death in form of ceramics
Nod to beats like I’m LeBron
Put my heart Into these songs
Hope I’m doing something wrong
Cause I’m always getting better every minute
Never reach my peak less there’s a limit to this passion
Express this pain for what I’m asking
And my game is never passive
Imma shoot my shot, brah
And I don’t drag endings out cause it ain’t my last call
Always find a way out like Dante Hall
Find me slowing to a crawl just to make you think you have a chance
Never take a play off, always in stance
Detail how Imma do it then I define and enhance
Find the reason for living is in the palm of my hands
But this is life or death, there ain’t no time for romance
I’m back in the old element
Any memory is irrelevant
Cause Imma be setting my own precedent
Shouts to the blacktop, face on the pavement
Feel the rock and roll cause my real soul adjacent
I ain’t what I seem but I’m never green when I’m mean
Change the mode, screw the average, get offensive like a moving screen
Shake it like the dream, play dirty, but the execution clean
Got the drug dealers losing profits
Got them loose in the pockets
Made them promise not to deposit without paying back the prophet
And that’s me