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The Start Of Something Bigger

by Joe Proulx

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1.
Everything's coming down on me I don't know if I'll make it out End of the world, it seems I don't know what they're about CHORUS: There's kids on the street Marching their feet Where do they go? I don't know Someone said nothings for free I can't stand to see another day Oh, show me what I wanna be Come at me cause I got nothing to say CHORUS Killing hopes of another life Oh, If only they knew There's a cry on the horizon As the sky finally turns blue CHORUS
2.
Just So-So 03:06
Lately I've been feeling out of touch Like all I'm doing now just isn't enough I try to do what the TV tells me to But it seems impossible, too good to be true What if I don't wanna fall in love? What if I'm not supposed to grow up? I can fall in love whenever I choose Depending on the circumstances that I choose CHORUS: Whoa, I know This world just ain't my own And no, I won't go This world just ain't my home Don't wanna be just so-so It's never fine just to be okay So never listen to what the TV has to say Do what you love, enjoy the day Never stay in, come out and play CHORUS
3.
It's hard to see my heart through your eyes But then why do I think I see others so well? My human body is my own disguise My brain has never made it to show and tell CHORUS: I can't let emotion rip me apart If I let things grow, I'll be back at the start If you really wanna know something about me Open up my skull and perform a lobotomy I don't wanna hurt you, you mean too much But inner feelings are hard to make sense of You need to know that I care, but not in that way I try to feel it that way, but I can't force my love CHORUS
4.
Intimacy 04:42
In every step down this street The lights come accustom to me And every couple walks a little slower And every cliche becomes a little older I think I'm getting closer To nailing it down CHORUS: Intimacy in the air tonight It's all you need, oh Intimacy makes me feel alright It sets you free, oh Taken prisoner by the light I see to my left and my right That every lonely person starts to wander And every broken heart begins to saunter Every day, I just wonder What'll change her mind? CHORUS Cheaply applied perfume Wine and whining to make it through That every night seems to get longer And every conversation seems to lead nowhere CHORUS
5.
I wanna live the unnatural life When seeing is believing with kids and a wife And it all comes down on me So many lives to lead, but are any of them free? PRECHORUS: I don't care who's watching now Keep it inside of my head until I let it out CHORUS: I know that you care I'll stay true to myself, I swear But if you listen to me here You won't hear me anymore, my dear Because I'm always sincere I wanna live like nobody knows Inside of my head, that's where it'll go And it all is apparent to me So many dreams to have, but none of them mean anything PRECHORUS, then CHORUS I wanna live the life that we crave Something insane, maybe betrayed CHORUS
6.
So this is it Guess it's done for a while It won't be easy Being away miles and miles But I don't care about the distance With you, my heart will stay CHORUS: Don't worry, time will carry on I've got your letters And you've got my song When things. they ain't going right I'll always remember The start of something bigger will arise I didn't know All this would happen now It just sorta came It's a reality to grasp But I don't care about discomfort From you, I won't stray CHORUS
7.
Communicate 03:39
Back in the neighbourhood again I'm the same old kid with the same old men Still I crave a form of expression Where nobody can hear my stressing PRECHORUS: Fooling with the motive to complain I run on emotion and aspartame Still I don't know what you're saying For my own thoughts I am paying CHORUS: Communicate what you try to say It's okay, I can wait, I'm just going insane Fight for a head that can think in straight Little lines on my face are the mark of my brain Even though one time, I did you wrong I hear you're still singing the same old song And this is all you've got One day it's gonna run out on you, babe PRECHORUS, then CHORUS Why don't you try some other way? CHORUS
8.
Remember when I used to be completely incomplete It feels like some other age Saturday nights, all that time spent in silence I was thinking of you And I know it may be a hard throw But I know that you're there And I'm there too PRECHORUS: It's all I ever wanted Someone with love CHORUS: Like a forgotten dream I'm lost out of time, it seems Only in dreams Like a disease, you're poisoning me, like a new born child I'm coming to life All questions asked, I wanna feel your beauty next to me And the rest's in time Love grows like the world After the winter Longing for signs PRECHORUS, then CHORUS
9.
Out Of Line 04:13
I'm so caught in my love I need help from above My heart left on a string And I'm giving everything When I'm staring at my lifetime, I know I've been wrong So I'm waving to my old self saying "So long" Can't you see us riding on the shooting stars? But tonight, I'm all alone in my car CHORUS: Singing ooooo I'm running out of time Need to make up my mind Before my life goes out of line From the start, I thought where could I go wrong? I still remember the night I first heard that song Is that me walking through the solar system neighbourhood? I don't wanna break you, but my feelings say I should CHORUS I'm so caught in my love I need help from above My heart left on a string And I'm giving everything Someone else makes me feel So good, but I can't steal That love to give away And I can't stay Tonight GUITAR SOLO, then CHORUS I just want to make amends Can we just be friends?
10.
Been trying so hard to keep my emotions in line It's hard not to feel useless with people on your back all the time And I'm sorry to seem so angsty some days When my daily goal is to stay awake CHORUS: I'm giving it my all right now But every time I'm up, I get knocked down I can't say I know which way to go At crossroads Sometimes I wish empathy was free Maybe that way, there'd be more understanding of me Making little songs as my diary In the end, I'll see what it means CHORUS Oh, it's a long ride home And oh, so many roads I could go I'll follow the path I'm supposed to walk Just show me the way, show me the way
11.
Factory 06:09
Life's knocking at your door My soul says "just toe the line" You gotta decide what you want more Intensively, I see the signs CHORUS: Show me the way to go All this baggage I tow I'm not okay I'm not going away But I hope you understand when I say My brain is a factory My dreams are getting stranger still So lucid, I might be awake My impulses override my will I wanna toss it in the lake CHORUS
12.
She 03:54
Am I allowed to look at her like that Could it be wrong when she's just so nice to look at CHORUS: And she smells like lemongrass and sleep She tastes like apple juice and peach You would find her in a polaroid picture And she means everything to me I'd never tell No I'd never say a word And oh it aches But it feels oddly good to hurt CHORUS And I'll be okay Admiring from afar Cause even when she's next to me We could not be more far apart Cause she tastes like birthday cake and storytime and fall But to her I taste of nothing at all CHORUS
13.
I was remembering all the times I seem to forget When it brought me back to the time we first met CHORUS: Don't worry about the little things Just leave it all to me All this noise makes my ears ring Just leave it all to me Why did it all work out, it must've been a miracle It's a stop and go of time and space and now we're feeling the pull CHORUS
14.
Keeping it in too long Isn't all that wrong You won't know what I've had on my mind And it's more than you can handle, you'll find CHORUS: (And) I've had enough of this I'm gonna throw it away I raise up the loudest sound When my problems sink into the bay She's fifteen minutes away From once again crossing my brain It's an enigma in my mind And the answers to it, I can't find CHORUS
15.
I wanna dance (x2) I wanna dance with you, woman I wanna steal (x2) I wanna steal my mind I want a chance (x2) I want another chance To distill To distill their time I wanna write (x3) To someone so true I wanna wake (x3) From hot dreams, hot dreams of you Oh, hot dreams I wanna rise (x2) I wanna rise up beside you I want to be (x2) I want to be a champion in your eyes And I wanna follow through Follow through on all my promises and threats to you, babe Hot streams (x2) Will fork and divide, fork and divide I wanna take (x3) Take all of your air I wanna find (x3) Another daydream, another nightmare I wanna lie (x3) Lie me down in your stream I wanna wake (x3) From hot dreams I wanna wake from hot dreams of you, babe (x2)

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I've made 5 albums already. That's kinda sad actually. But anyways, I hope you enjoy this new record. I think I might stick to just an album a year after this though. Maybe.

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released September 4, 2015

All instruments and vocals are performed by Joe Proulx. All songs written by Joe Proulx, except for "She" (Dodie Clark) and "Hot Dreams" (Taylor Kirk). Recorded at Eastside Studios in Winnipeg, MB. Recorded, mixed, produced, and engineered by Joe Proulx. Everything done by Joe Proulx.
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