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This a true statement: Don't ever act like you ever made it
I only ride this beat to put rubber to the pavement
Got 4 wheels dragging in the Civic, I'm basic
Too much holding back, so it's time to make that lane switch
Been writing verses, but I don't know where my pen go
Can't remember where all these passions came in though
Hit that smooth killer flow, bill her for the loss of dough
Money ain't my focus, but y'all locusts to my talents so
Pay me back soon because you oughta know it's overdue
The day they doubted me, that's the day that they'll rue
Instead of talking trash, I'm spitting clean til I'm through
Cause I want to be understood, never misconstrued
The only "ism" I say I'm with it to
Is realism, I know dreams are lofty, man I always knew
I'm coming through in the pocket
Eye socket glued together and lock it, can't top it
I never talk it, I only ever learned how to walk it
So if I'm stomping on some toes, no offense be taken
Unless we talking b-ball, then if I'm takin, I'm makin
And if we talking fall sales, man, you know that I'm raking
But never faking, cause I'm broke right now, but still dank
Cause it feels wrong to only be real when you making bank
So I'm working on my vocabulary to climb up the ranks
Now I know the alphabet backwards, Kendrick, thanks
From Zed to A, I'm sorry to say that there may be a delay due to too much decay in the rhythm of the bass in this beat for me to rip it but I rip it regardless, so y'all can't delete or discard this
I hit 21 but I still ain't savage
If I'm on the track, y'all might get outlandish
But I'm in it for the vibes, I ain't looking to cash in man
If you lookin for more fake patuaw, ya outta luck
Cause I ain't some fake artist lookin to catch a buck
I'm looking to make artists wanna grab onto my vibe
But there's a difference between influences and just straight lying
Personality and a story can go a long way
And while Logic flopped Under Pressure, I got something to say
Don't write songs as if you're trying to make a bumper sticker
Write songs that inspire and put your heart in the picture
I keep cool like I'm rocking flip-flops in August
Keep a ring on my neck like my name Ed Monix
Skip going Semi-Pro, man, I'll go for the majors
Smoaking shots like Justin, but never denying my nature
I'm an outsider now, but I'm looking to go in
Cause my patience is running thin, I'll rip right through my skin
Grab the passion within me and lay it on the line
Cause the only way I'd stop is if God gave me a sign
But for now, this is mine, even the verse off the rail
But take no breaths, I'll kill any track before you exhale
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2. |
(Let It) Flow
03:29
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I rap round the block like police tape
Never did anything to screw up all yo soundscapes
Never breathed those vapes, I turn water to vapor
My lines never taper off, less I scoff at y’all capers
Cause some of y’all wish you’d been born early, not later
Since when was life’s point ever that to you, it should cater
As if you’re a player and now we all just pieces
Just to make you love life, man that ain’t in my thesis
Cause I’m about my art, and this is how I get going
I just start spitting and flowing, keep dropping seeds cause I’m sowing
Keep making green cause I’m growing, yeah, I’m working two jobs
Alleyoops off the lobs while the bass throbs, don’t wanna hear no sob story
Unless it results in glory, but I already know
I spit gold, this ain’t show, it’s the tip of where I could go
I ain’t sing a single note, but y’all should know
If I’m going in, I only know that I’m goin let it flow
If it’s really where I should go
I let it flow-ow-ow-ow
I line these bars up right in a row
I let it flow-ow-ow-ow
And if that’s the way the winds blow
I let it flow-ow-ow-ow
And if I’ll never try to let it go
I let it flow-ow-ow-ow
Running track on these tracks with an Adidas backpack
Like yo boy can attack, never lack or picking up slack
Tic Tac Toe with my foes like I know X's and O's
Wack rappers with no game plan, they be spitting sloppy flows
Strike a pose before your time's up and all the stores goin close
Cause If fame's what you strive for, you gonna end up alone
But I'm ballin out, popping J's on the break like they pills
Ain't no drug abuse, there’s just no use getting by paying bills
Y'all love cheap thrills? I'm like see ya
Got a new path to pave, I might go off the marina
If you ain't ready yet, don't hit up the arena
I'm not a leader
Just a man with a voice but I ain't ever making any noise
I try so hard, but I still find others laughing softly
But all y’all be doubting and clowning, just get off me
I rip beats calmly, man, can’t you see what we’ve done?
The playing field’s level, but this game ain’t fun
There’s kids that are trying to get famous off of rap
But they don’t even care bout it, they just want some quick cash
If the music don't serve you, then who's it servin?
Once again, back on the track, feels like I'm still swerving
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All this ice on the windows is blurring up my sight lines
All these beats I'm making fresh getting chewed up like pork rinds
Y'all know that I'm tired of this trash pop music at most
Y'all know I'm money on the verse, like a drug, that prescription dos(age)
Nugget in the river bank like Jokic
Y'all should focus in on this following lines
If there's only one man in the middle of the woods
And he drops that dope track, did it even make a sound?
Uhhhhhh, I don't know man, I ain't no philosopher
But mastery of the craft is vital to weary followers
People like short songs, I make them everyday
Just like Kevin Hart singing Ariana Grande Happy Birthday, C'MON
Artistry of the abstract hard to swallow
Good news is I got appetite for that, that's the motto
I never wallow in my pain, cause I know what the risk is
My thoughts fix trains and shows what real tricks is
My vocab denser than Dr. Dre mixes
Throwing up shots, my 3's are turning into 6's
Flowing like water, wicked while that sample simply hisses
Y'all think you taking shots? They all just misses
All y'all fake rappers, come take a seat
Imma test y'all, don't wanna see no cheat sheet
Don't diss the past, cause it created your future
Y'all who be mumbling, stop leaning on your producer
When you ripping a beat, you better keep it discreet
You better keep on ya feet, tip toes stay high on the street
Because ya boy an elite, hearing y'all try is a treat
The tapes y'all drop I delete, y'all should know this is heat, it's a feat
I repeat, yo offbeat, I keep it fresh, y'all reheat
Keep trying to bring me down, Imma keep it upbeat
I just upgraded, taking 1st place at the track meet
I'm starting ahead, man, can't y'all see?
They say that if you want it, you got it and so, I gotta get it
If you don't believe me, just watch this flow, don't y'all know?
It's the way that it is, that's the way that it be
Y’all better wise up and start talking LP
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Yesterday, I took a picture of myself
Because it created a fixture
Stuck in time and space, it was something to control
Whilst done in the dumps, pick myself up to be sold
Whilst done in the dumps, pick myself up to be sold
As a version of myself that I never was or will be
I feel the need to upgrade myself like I’m a skill tree
But I’m a homosapien with primitive motivations
Realizations of mine being too complicated
I should focus on my dreams and believe in what’s been stated by my heroes and enemies for self-love is overrated
I’m objectively flawed cause I’m not a perfect human
I’m subjectively flawed cause I can only be myself
I don’t wanna live for a life with a plastic personality
Creating a web of lies that destroys binary realities
Oh, now you want all parts of me?
Well I would plead the fifth, but my residence is not of you
But I’m accepting of the facts that proven to be true
I will be constantly loved and hated no matter what
Then how will the shelf of my flesh be anything but
A holding place for recognition of accomplishments that I’ve earned
Though these things are objective, they’re subjectively deserved
Whilst down in the dumps, pick myself up to be sold
But does anyone even care? I hope you do and if I can convince you to put value onto my life
Then I might have done well
My soul’s ready for sale
Happiness OBO, delivery, pick up, or mail?
Lucifer’s on my tail but I got angel’s wings
And every song that I compose hangs into my ear, rings
And makes a pleasing sound to my mind where fake
Kings and queens enjoy my music written onto my heart
But everything falls apart as soon as I lose track of the facts that never leave
So then I reach back to retrieve
Remember that in life, there’s always something to grieve
So take time for your health, both your body and your mind
Cause one affects the other and they’re both of the same kind
This that conscious hip hop, but there’s always more to find
And everyday in the grind, brighten the lines, constantly look for the sign
Never been known to be kicking it, soulfully ripping a flow to a beat that too fine
Simply being real, not sure bout ambition
But everyday‘s a chance to take one step of the mission
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The extroverted introvert
Who silently ponders everything that doesn't matter until it hurts me
Numbs me til I'm bored, drown my sorrows in piano chords
I think this stuff's valuable
But my mind's malleable
It was only 6 years ago that I started to think for myself
I considered my health and asked do I really value wealth and I said
"Hell no", depends what I can get with it though
Dropping projects faster than Roberto Osuna can throw
This music flows out of me like streams
I'm streaming Brockhampton and making yet another Milo meme
Budding ornithologists are weary of tired analogies
They flip birds at their salaries
They eat Junior Chickens unashamed, counting calories
But Imma be right here, writing all my own verses
But don't worry, no curses, I never had uncertainties
I'll be dedicating this album to my wife in the near future
Cause I'm her suture
And no one else do it smoother
Don't hear those rumours
Circulating like the blood stream
Don't listen to them
Cause they be hanging off the balance beam
I'll be treating every word they say like a pipe dream
I'm on the seam, that's right
I'm in the cut, mhmm
My flow extreme, oh yeah
This ain't no rut
And I'm trying to find a way to make my own vibe
But everyone thinks that it's so damn easy to just be original
Get original
Just be original
Be original
Cut it
Let's try this
I remember taking deep walks in late May
I remember ranking the works of Green Day
I remember waking up happy every Saturday
I remember making unintentional ashtrays out of clay
I remember going outside when I wanted to play
I remember loving skies blue and hating the grey
I remember wanting to get older so I could live my life
I remember
I never wanted to leave life behind
But the world slowly dying is a foreboding sign
I'm lying in a basement made out of man-made memories
I can't take this place along, all that's meant to me
The beat stops prophetically, winding in and out of my heart beat but steadily
Individuals of the future might hail me
But I've never heard a single word, especially
When the words of your past harshly dictate your walkway
When I was a young boy, I remembered three paths
One was the highway, two was the quota
Three was the words of a man who taught me everything I know
He told me to be good to every person that you meet
But look out for yourself cause you're also in need
He wouldn't always stay true or practice what he preached
But I still try today to hold true to his speech
I'm holding on to my life until it lets me go
Just be the best man that I can as he said so
I've experienced his anger, I know what he's been through
I ain't been where he been to, but I seen his skin blue
He's loved and he's lost of women that I've known
He's abused yet loved me, been good and bad to my soul
At the end of the day, what's the only thing I can say?
He's my father
He'll ask me those questions again (x2)
Hey son, are you okay, son?
Don't know what to say?
Are you sure you're gonna stay, son?
All these women, they run
I always stay station
(Nary) with the Winnipeg area from day one
Never need to travel, unnecessary, son
Tell me how you feel, son (x2)
Do you know what's real, son?
Lucked out on this deal, son
Luckily for me, might not have to make a meal run
Just let me know when the deal's done
Now I just feel numb to all this-this-this
I feel like I'm in ignorant bliss-bliss-bliss
I feel like I'm numb to this-this-this
I'd like to see if I swung and missed, dodged the kiss
Told the people I love the truth back when it could've mattered
But the past is unchangeable, lost and removed
The present is a gift, but the future is the truth
I feel like I never learned to put my life together
I just learned general platitudes, nothing to weather the storms
You know, the storms of adulthood
You think that if you were in my shoes, you think you could?
If so, man, I just doubt it
I throw myself to the wind, remember the good times, and re-route it
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6. |
Real Talk
03:53
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This is the end of a decade
I’ll be running on this til I get paid
Or until you feel this, but neither come true, that’s okay
I’m doing it for me, not my name sake
I’ve been planning it out
Making these songs but don’t hear nothing bout
If this is the way that it is, then so be it, but for God and music, my life, I will dedicate
But this part is hard, man I don’t wanna wait
I gotta accept that this is my fate
I bust through the lock and right out the gate
There ain’t no more time left to contemplate
Been getting my books up
All these classes going, trying to read, but
Feels like I’m stuck in a deep rut
Like this routine is wearing out my creativity
You know that these rappers don’t look at me
They look adjacent man they don’t wanna see
This cause the stuff that I’m cooking, it’s not just heat
I’m gonna make sure this is hard to read
Peeping my feed
Y’all oughta know that I’m taking a lead
I don’t slow down on the road to succeed
But you can still eat all my dust if you need to
This ain’t the test, it’s the read-through
I’ve been rapping on beats that so clean dude
All these rappers just might need a re-boot
No dirty lies, just a clean truth
I’m boxing y’all out like Hakeem do
I’ll be rapping in studios real soon
Still keeping it real, I’m making a steal, just make sure that you’re still the real you
When you hear the beat knock
When you hear the street rock
When you hear the guns pop
Make room for that real talk (x5)
They say if you want it you got it
So I gotta get it
If you don't believe me, just watch this flow
Lockin down the rhythm of the tempo into my body
Just watch me grow
Capable of getting anything I wanna have
Just gotta make sure I have control
My life could fly off the rails at any moment
But I can't let up no more
Peace and love, message of the Jehovah
That's the only vision that I know of
Feeling Michael Jackson, but wit no glove
Jordan, Pippen, Paxson, Grant, that Bulls love
Way way back to 1993
Cause I'm cool like that, Cypress Hill, no Kenny G
Missed an opportunity to be in a time where rhyming was never weak
It's the hip hop golden age but Imma turn the page
Cause I keep updating to a bigger stage
And while I love 2Pac, Dr. Dre and Rage
I'll be watching Color TV with the Sugarhill Gang
And it's truly a delight
But paper keeps burning every time I write
So I try to rap what's written on my heart
Taping my ideas together before they fall apart
Never doubt yourself out before the start
Because the world will try to crush all your dreams
I swear, your weaknesses ain't what they seem
I'll fade like Jordan, but I'll hook em like Kareem
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7. |
Laid Back
03:27
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I like to think that I’m laid back
Kicked up in the crib, that’s a fact
Everybody know I’m laid back
Yeah, I’m laid back, laid back, watch it stack
Pop off the top like I just shot a BB
These other rappers needy, all they lines got them looking seedy
Man, I’m feeling greedy, I keep the shine on me
You think I follow the herd, but Imma be a black sheep
I’m running on this like the Prince of Persia
School yard football, don’t blink or I’ll burn ya
Throwing deep bombs like my name was Kurt Warner
Brothers want me to go fly, but I hit them with the post corner
Subvert the order and get rid of expectations
Y’all want good vibes, but don’t leave room for elation
This sound will open up your mind, just use some concentration
Stop letting yourself get trapped, it’s all across the nation
I’m sitting on the couch, half the time I feel like I’m waiting
For what? I don’t know, something to challenge me, man, I’m just saying
I don’t have no revenge to serve, but I’m still craving
Something I can’t grab yet, but to beat y’all, I’m still racing
They said this ain’t lit, so I flipped a couple switches
They said I ain’t fly, so I copped a couple finches
I told them don’t go for money and don’t strive for riches
Cause y’all know that in the end, your life will be listless
I don’t want you to miss this
And don’t try to dismiss this
Cause when I’m in the cut, y’all goin need stitches
And I’m serving food for thought so y’all goin clean the dishes
I don’t wanna get caught up in my depression
Cause I’ll look back one day and know I had progression cause
I used to pull up with the Fifth Avenue
Now I got the blue Civic, still don’t even have a crew
My grrl be looking at me saying “I can’t even handle you”
Riding life with a saddle this last year, true enough
All this noise in my ears got me handcuffed
But I know that I got what it takes to always stand tough
Jaywood and Willem, man, you know it’s all love
I’m smiling wide now as I look to God above and I
Thank him for my gifts and my blessings
That’s why I’m always working hard, never resting
I know I gotta be open to his lessons
Cause I know that when I’m down, I shouldn’t be stressing
Y’all want to know if I’m for real, well, I keep you guessing
I’ll be a big star one day, naw, I’m just messin
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8. |
Collage (Interlude)
01:27
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9. |
Powder Blue
04:15
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I once failed a class to break a superstition
I always feel like my life would be weird to statisticians
Microphone cords are the greatest weakness of my life mission
Connections missing, could be the end of a nondenominational Christian
Musical phrases explode in my mind like nuclear fission
Yet I can't find time to make a call, conversational friction
I need to be the man I should be, so hard to break tradition
Cut it off like incision, but feel like nobody heard the collision
The car crash of my habit vs my intuition
You think you get it, you got it wrong, it's no competition
It's like my habit's drunk on the highway in winter conditions
It ain't stopping for nobody until life or death decision
But I know one day God's gonna give me a vision
Cause I know that my flow is fine, but I got more to give in addition
My general manager liked my work, so he gave out an extension
Next time I'll be complete in my being without an intervention
I’ve seen people fall from heights that seemed locked in position
So I don’t wanna be another one that just failed to glisten
Another flow switching, another soul wishing, another day passed with people using verbal ammunition
But what do I know?
Everyday seems the same
Will I ever feel the truth?
The words stay in my brain
Another listless day of powder blue (x3)
I guess I haven’t learned the things that are vital
Like how to make burritos or how to get a free subscription to Tidal
It doesn’t make sense, blaming us for the way we were raised
Saying what we did was a phase, that’s where my innocence lays
I just said “okay” until I could be alone again
Because I’m the only one who can truly empathize my pain
From stretching myself so thin that I can feel the muscles strain
Nursing myself is a curse, I might just go insane
Standing outside, the sunlight seems to feel like rain
But I keep my head up cause I don’t want my life to be in vain
The main problem’s in a different lane, unless you say my name
Lame rappers sound the same, I’m breaking out, you looking tame
I came out of my shell, that’s how it feels
I know my money, car, woman, and look don’t make me real
I won’t let these posers and chokers come and steal me
Cause I’m bigger than their empty words, that ain’t the real me
Don’t try to reel me in, I’m a new man
Hitting 21 like a winner, as if that was the plan
At least that’s how it seemed to you
At least you called me to chat and never asked for the truth
At least you never saw the scenes inside my head
Cause it feels like I’m hanging in an invisible noose
And it feels like quicksand is boiling beneath my feet like a kettle
And it doesn’t matter til I fall in
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Okay, it’s quiet now
Totally out of the loop
But it’s nitetime now, stretched out in the Coupe
Rope-a-dope gets the scoop
Flawless synergy on these beats, might put bad rappers out of they misery
If we were on the pot, you might call this wizardry
But this is a form of trickery, the flow gets slippery
I’ll spit the same verse, but don’t call it a trilogy
Depth of the words is perceived from the style of delivery
Almost a form of liturgy, so it goes
I’m from the 204, so I don’t run with my woes
I don’t run for most of y’all, but only Markel knows
The struggle to break out, but you going no place though
Destined to be incredibly adequate
Out of it, could not equip myself, mallows allowed to sit down with me
Still extremely witty
In my dreams, that’s a reoccurring theme, but I ain’t out for pity
Seems to be a part of my psyche
Never moving on without me
Never going out when I seen that
Cause I seen that everyday
Ain’t no way they ain’t goin say nothing cause I’m hard to read
War & Peace, on my Leo, my soul is neo
My LSD’s amino, might be built into my ego
I might pull up in a tuxedo in Tuxedo, damn
I’m just walking right now, but it seems like everybody ran
My dude
You seem tense, like you never listened to Sixpence
I never meant in my defence to make it hard to make sense of the pretence
That’s a little bit complex
But it only makes sense once it’s put into proper context
I get frustrated but I’m never vexed
I remember when homies only cared about Tech Decks
And finding out that they’re next on the playground
It might seem odd but I’m feeling nostalgic right now
But that’s only cause it’s nitetime, I feel like no one can touch me
Safe in my head, you can’t touch it, that’s what Imma keep
Cause it’s nitetime now, man, what Imma say
Man, it’s nitetime now, still waiting for day
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I rap for the peace of mind, the strength of a silver lining
I couldn’t care less about flow or cadence or rhyming
Since all these words I spit could simply be a fallacy
I choose to believe in having a purpose in an idealized reality
A thought gone before it came never existed
All these ideas are fleeting, but they ain’t the only thing I missed
And if you see me on a bad day, know my wrist is never sloppy
Because this life is too priceless to give away and I ain’t another copy
Another copy of a man you already knew
I speak these words because I know very well to be true
Sometimes objective truths are worth being repeated
I hope they’re never deleted
Cause they’re often needed when you can’t believe in yourself
We all know it’s a tall order
You think you’re stuck in the middle, maybe you’re really at the border
Everyone needs to appreciate what they have before they’re bored
Sometimes I need to remember this music stuff started when I had to learn the recorder
Hot Cross Buns
Mary Had A Little Lamb, that stuff is laughable now
But you gotta start somewhere and I’ll never know how
I got from there to here because I don’t ever remember taking a vow to get here
Sometimes you gotta look yourself in the mirror
And say, “Hey man, I love you” and make sure the message is clear
We all got demons and I’m exercising them with these bars
I wish more rappers would do the same instead talking bout money and cars
Cause I know there’s more ways to be
And at the end of the day, I’m not showing you every part of me
Because honestly there’s always sides you never goin see
And til the end of my days, that’s how it’s still goin be
I introduced myself too early
You only ever knew that I’m nice and that my hair is curly
Sometimes, I gotta hide that I’m somber
These traditions ingrained with losing won’t help me no longer
67 Leafs, 90 Blue Bombers
Ain’t been around long enough to see my teams prosper
But LP’s going Red Lobster
Lineup is stacked up like Golden State’s roster
I go hard in the paint, Picasso
Don’t call me a Kanye fan, I don’t know nothing about the Life of Pablo
Wrote out this verse like it’s my major
Been cutting it thin since my dad owned a razor
I modulate the beat like a phaser
Bring the chorus in, sounds like a laser
I make these songs just to get something out of me
A form of expression is needed, it’s the only way that I still be
But sometimes I get nothing out of it
Sometimes it feels like these thoughts are counterfeit
Cause when you hearing this, of me, you only get one side
I’m holding back to hold on to some sense of pride
But in that sense, I’m not truthfully expressing
But finding one’s self through a medium is a valuable lesson
You might find my lines way too clean
But the reality is you only get shades of me
You only get shades of me
Can’t walk the talk until God’s all you see
You only get shades of me
As if I was the rock and the world was the sea
You get one side and one day, Imma fade away
I know this fact too well, so Imma enjoy today
I’ll do the best I can, but I’m only one man
It ain’t in my plan to go against anything for which I stand
You’re just mad because I have the upperhand
I’m cruisin while you look like a Chevy in quicksand
These are true vibes, no need to check your textbook
I’m going off in a wasteland like my name might be Westbrook
My lines never got took, I got no grammar
I’ll take on anyone you got, call me Bruce Banner
Don’t talk to me like I ain’t in your dayplanner
Don’t look at me like I’m nothing but a broke ladder
I flow so hot, I might cook your brain matter
Serve it up fresh with some fries, call it the Rapper Platter
Honestly, I’m better than the latter
I shouldn’t be speaking this way, I’m a positive dude
And honestly, I would never want to misconstrued as rude
I’d never eat their empty thoughts as food
And that’s the thing
I feel like this music leaves us conflicted
Not knowing where we’re going or why we even existed
But I never missed it cause I saw it listed
So if you wanna listen, listen close, you might get the gist of it
This music’s too lit, but sometimes you miss the point
Sometimes those officials of the king don’t know which head to anoint
And I’m not looking to get a house in the Palisades
All I’m saying is when there’s no more colour, we only got shades
This concludes the Shades program. The following 9 tracks are a set of instrumentals for you to enjoy at your leisure. Enjoy and have a nice life.
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12. |
Coolin [Bonus Track]
01:22
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13. |
Space Jazz [Bonus Track]
01:20
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None.
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14. |
Grit [Bonus Track]
01:04
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None.
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15. |
Ritz [Bonus Track]
00:58
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None.
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16. |
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None.
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17. |
Float [Bonus Track]
01:22
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None.
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18. |
Locked Up [Bonus Track]
01:07
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None.
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19. |
Revisit [Bonus Track]
01:36
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None.
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20. |
New Age [Bonus Track]
02:30
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None.
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