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1.
Blessings are disguised With an unexpected face With words bitter to taste She should’ve let me see I doubt my own intent A straight line slightly bent And I felt it inside But I wouldn’t know But I wouldn’t know I wouldn’t know what I said I wouldn’t know where to head I could’ve stayed in instead But I wouldn’t know Guessing what are lies And what is there to grasp Before it’s lost in a gasp I could’ve gotten free But I stayed strapped in tight Afraid of width and height And I felt it inside
2.
Check it out, I’m alone Now I’m walking around for nothing Straight glued to my phone Looking for a friend or something To pass the time I confess I’m not the social kind I guess it’s hard to get out of my mind I want less but then I’m wanting more I can’t make a decision What is it I’m missing? Sick and tired of listenin’ Think it’s best to sit and then Lay down and sleep the day away except that I can’t take naps anyway But I’m okay Open up? I don’t think so I’d prefer a more internal discussion Tell you what? Let’s let things grow I can’t help but feel that you’re rushing To get inside I’d rather let my heart decide Learn to take a hit off my pride Need to think what I’m doing this for
3.
Normal 04:06
My eyes are stitched shut by my choice All of this noise clouding my head (yuh) The skies only turn grey to black here I feel fear as my blood turns blue to red Does that mean I'm okay? Does it mean I should do what I dream? Does it mean I have to pay just for being what I seem? I guess I ain't normal Never understood, never spent time with it Never thought I could, never felt alive in it Never been alone; that's a true lie within Never had internal thoughts, those were mind-driven Never had a home that was ever mine Is it something to be looked down on? I'm thinking If we could ever find a home, cause my mind's blanking (Anywhere is a place to stay)
4.
The Birds 03:52
This is a delectable dilemma You grew on me, but I never felt the tremors But why would I know that you were close to me? How could I know every single note to a song I have... ...never heard? But I knew the words And I could hear the birds In the trees in the clouds And everything I said Never made a sound But some things are there even when they’re not loud This is a appetizing anomaly I feel like when I scream, there’s nobody close to me But why would I know anybody’s proximity? The world seems to be telling some kind of obscene story I have... But I still don’t know how to say it I still don’t know how to convey it And I find myself back at the same place The right side of my brain again How could you know a song You have...
5.
Even Keel 03:08
Simplify your life Keep it straight and clean Keep the ugliness unseen Stay within the lines Hey, it’s okay to cry You won’t know until you try We all wanna be even keel We all wanna be level headed We don’t know if that’s even real Think of where you’ve been Things could be much worse Though, our adequacy can feel so cursed Meet it with a grin Sometimes it’ll make you feel like a fiend But as you stay calm, you’ll often glean (that)
6.
I might still be trapped inside of your mind Reluctantly, all my doubt unwinds It goes away; I've lost sight of happiness I've found Later today, I might just come around Now I'm who you wanted me to be 'Cause I want you so so desperately (If you feel it now) Wait for me to come around And take me away And break me away (Hey) You might still be delusional to think I'm gone Apparently, all we knew was wrong New clothes to match this man I wish I was No strings attached to this hopeless cause
7.
I got something that'll change your life This thing is more important than anything has ever been Gotta believe me 'cause I'm always right The features on it, man, I don't know where to begin It's portable; fits it in your pocket If you reassemble it, it becomes a rocket Wrapped in plastic (just for you) Wrapped in plastic (brand spanking new) Wrapped in plastic (now in red or blue) Wrapped in plastic (it's good for you too) Makes all the other companies jealous 'cause they didn't think of it Home life, road trips, and parties will never be the same Your mom, dad, kids, cat or dog will absolutely love it So amazing; it don't even need a name (yuh) Fully waterproof Durable as hell If you call right now, we send two in the mail And it comes... Environmentally friendly
8.
Odelay 04:08
You can't shake my temperament When on life's road, these paths are bent But why do we choose to lie? We're told to hear the calling sound But then we put our ears to the ground But why don't we choose to fly? Something is not okay I've been too far down the other way Hope I can find my way back home to where my mind stays My brain is stuck on odelay They won't bump this song in Atlanta But I heard they got good manners in Havana I don't buy into fake news or PT Cruisers But I slide on the track like a Koopa-Troopa (uh) Move real smooth like a genius Pop a 3, then pop a cap like Arenas Wouldn't play ball if my last name was Gilbert Wouldn't say I was from Peru, but I make it work Flow is so impeccable, grooves are so delectable That any effort you put it to get better is a waste of time I can make a good record on a bad day Many paths to glory, but this a one-way And I know I state the truth, it's so offensive I'm the optimist amongst the pensive Process of life is so intensive Only doing me, so no need to get defensive (uh) You could come with me if you want to You could come to be part of our truth I don't know if the key's in what we do But let's get away
9.
Sleeping in a bed I have never felt before The un-focus of my mind becomes a chore I remember how you liked to watch me try Trust me dear, I don’t know how not to cry Give me a hand I’m sinking in regret All that I know Is now my debt Give me a hand I’m not done yet No matter where I go I’m with you til the end Whether that’s a good thing or a drag I hear the ripples and see the colour of a flag Of white, as we watch it take flight I will hold your hand as we keep the end in our sights I will remember everything I don’t let go easily And if you’re with me, then let’s go on And if I fall, look down for me
10.
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My 13th full length project/album.

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released March 15, 2019

Recorded entirely in my apartment at Canadian Mennonite University with the following exceptions:
Gisht House (Winnipeg, MB, Canada) - drums on tracks 2, 4, 5, and 9; piano on track 2 and 4
School of Music at Canadian Mennonite University - piano on track 2
Field recordings recorded at Grace Hospital (track 1 & 2), Marpeck Commons (track 9), and Ben & Florentine (track 10).
All instruments and vocals performed and programmed by Joe Proulx with the following exceptions:
Nate Jacobucci - piano on track 4
Will Pops - vocals, guitar, and keyboard on track 6
Produced by Joe Proulx.
Album artwork by Joe Proulx.

Samples used:
Demetri Martin - "The Jokes With Guitar" stand up (tracks 3 & 4)
Brian Regan - "An Evening At The Improv" stand up (track 5)
ABC - "After These Messages..." jingle (track 6)
Ronald Reagan - 1984 presidential campaign television ad (track 7)
TSN - Broadcast of Milwaukee Bucks vs. Toronto Raptors (NBA Basketball) [track 7]
Beck - "Loser" (track 8)
Interview of Rory Ferreira by meltingtalk (track 9)
Mark Radice - "The Answer is You" (track 10)

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